This is another personal blog created by Michaela, this one is strictly for Christian inspiration. I want to get lost in God again, so lost that I stopped feeling lonely and heartbroken. I want to log onto this and see nothing but God. I was named after an angel, it's about time I have devotion similar to one.

Please help me to be patient and heal this broken heart. Help me to be still while you continue to heal the void I felt so long in my soul. I’m learning to completely trust you, God, and you know better than anyone else the process that it’s been. I’m learning to be holier in you and to become the sort of person you molded me to be. On Earth, I’m just a hopeless romantic waiting for her life to get better, but in you, I’m something much greater. If anyone can take something so broken and make it into something worth having, it’s You.

I need You more than ever.

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She is a woman of God; an embodiment of all that is feminine and beautiful.

She is conscious of her health and well-being as she disciplines herself to be a good steward of the life and body she has been given.

She is very teachable and never stops learning.  She reads—a lot, and enjoys having deep conversations over coffee or tea.  Her letters are still handwritten.

She values each and every moment; watching the sunrise and the sunset; going for long walks; making the most of the rain.

She can appreciate any type of music for what it does for the soul.  She sings in shower, in the car, and anywhere else not caring who is listening.

She dances the night away and sees the art in all of life.  She would always go to a play or musical before going to the movies.  She would rather play a board/card game than go to the mall.

She is bold and adventurous; a traveler who is experienced and cultured to the world.

She is down to earth; a hard-working hippie who’s is completely on fire; real, genuine, authentic; not fickle, dramatic, or materialistic.

She loves kids and teaches young boys and girls what true womanhood is all about; she will wake up early on a Saturday morning to be with these kids, set an example, and pour into their lives.

She worships with freedom, expression, and passion; completely abandoned to herself and those around her.  She is fully in the presence of the King.

She is a visionary.  Her dreams are high and lofty.  Others are inspired and challenged by her ambitions and aspirations.

She is a nonconformist of this realm who holds strong to her convictions.  Her methods may be unorthodox and unconventional, but it is best that way.

She is driven and burdened to do good, conquer kingdoms, administer justice, obtain promises; to be a light shining in the darkness and a voice of change—a peacemaker.  She will change the world, turning it upside down of which it is not worthy of her.  She is overflowing with the fruit of the Spirit and her passion is infectious.

She has a gentle spirit and a kind heart.  Her beautiful soul illuminates brightly.  All can see her radiance.  Her fragrance is a sweet, pleasing aroma.  Her voice is a soothing lullaby.

She is well-known and well-liked because her spirit is just so attractive.

She is an encourager and supporter; always cautious with her words and speaking in wisdom, patience, humility, and forgiveness.  She is honest with herself and others.  She is not afraid of communication.

She holds to faith, hope, and love.  She is joyful; an optimist who finds her security in Christ, trusting in the good and the bad; the easy and the tough; for richer of poorer; for better or worse; in health and sickness.  She is a whole person—content, healed, redeemed, and complete in Christ.

She is not one to freak out or force control.  She is not anxious or worrisome, but seeks the Lord in all things.  She is brave.  She takes comfort in her Savior and rests easy.

She is absolutely and irrevocably in love with Yahweh.  Her prayers are intimate and the Scripture indwells her heart.

She allows herself to be vulnerable when necessary for the sake of others.  She is available.

I will pursue her, rescue her, woo her, and romance her.  I will hold her, cherish her, protect her, admire her, esteem her, and offer her all my strength and security.  I will be her mighty warrior poet and defend her honor.  I will fight for, live for, and die for her in any way called for.  I will be her hero.  I will be her man.

She will be my best friend, my partner in crime, my teammate, my roommate, my playmate, and my beloved darling.  We would have a righteous jealousy for one another, learning from each other, and sharing all of life and ministry together.  We are to be bonded, united, joined, intertwined, and interwoven together; to become one flesh—inseparable.  We are no longer our own, but belong to the other as one.

But most of all, as Eve was for Adam, she will be my helpmeet—my life-saver.  We will add value to each other’s lives that would not be there before.  As Christ is the center, the totality, the completeness, the all surrounding, and the all encompassing, we are first in each other’s lives.  We make, show, and lead one another to be a better man and woman—husband and wife.  We draw each other closer to God.  I cannot imagine my life without her.

solideogloriaa:

I Believe In Jesus, David Bowden

Every relationship for a Christian is an opportunity to love another person as God has loved us.”
–  Joshua Harris (via thepurposedrivenlife)

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unkaglen:

Lord, how can you love someone like me? I mean, what are you thinking? I’ve let you down so many times. It kills me that I can’t be a better person for you. I want to do better, I really do, but I just can’t seem to get it together and be who you want me to be.

I know you say that you love me no matter what, but it’s hard to let you love me when I hate myself so much. I know you say I should come to you as a child, but I keep wanting to come to you as a grown and responsible person. Dang it Lord, I suck, but if you love me anyway, I really need to get over myself.

Don’t let me fixate on me. I need to have my eyes fixed on YOU as I run the race you’ve set aside for me. I’m through with wallowing in all this. If I’m gonna fail, let me fail while giving it all I’ve got. Heck, I know I’m gonna fail, and I need you to help me get over that too. This isn’t about me impressing you with my performance. This is about me loving you back, and letting my life show it.

I love you God. I love you, I love you, I love you. Let me see myself through the eyes of your love, let me see myself the way you see me. Let me utterly lose myself in you.

sinkinggrace:

I love you. I love you with a love brighter than a million suns. I love you with everything that my young heart knows. This heart rejoices in the moment when our paths meet. When a carefully planned event unfolds under His eyes and two hearts become one.

Every time I think of you, I lift you up to our King. My confidence is in the Lord.

Lead by example. Be humble. Walk in love and in courage. Dream without fear. Take advantadge of every opportunity. Don’t be afraid, my love. Be led by the Spirit wherever you may go. Let your words be few and wise. Hold doors and kill spiders. Never, ever put me first. Lead me with strong hands. Look to the Lord for wisdom and don’t forget that His mercies are new every morning. He is good.

 He who loves purity of heart, and whose speech is gracious, will have the king as his friend. -Proverbs 22:11

I can’t wait. I can’t wait for sparks to fly. I can’t wait to dance in my dreams. I can’t wait to share the days sweet moments with you. Ugh. Whoever you are, you’re awesome.

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A woman’s heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek Him just to find her.”
– Max Lucado (via sinkingg)

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365-antifearverses:

Give yourself a break. Lighten up and see the good stuff. Step back, quit the focus on yourself and see the world. You woke up this morning because you need to soak yourself with beauty and happiness and not with bad attitudes and negativity. All that God created is good; quit thinking otherwise. Cheer up. Get back up. Smile. You’d break someone’s heart with that frown.

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